Friday, February 24, 2006

Changing the batting order

Veronique, my iPod, lists him as Luke 7 Norton, but the blog community commonly calls him Capt. Lovejones. For a while now he has been listed in my right sidebar with a link to his blog. This blog appears to be defunct. I believe he is running another site which I hope to link to soon.

Don't be afraid! Don't be angry... the link to Capt. Lovejones is about be replaced by an evolution of the original. All the goodness continues, sum in potentia. There will be a short evolution while the status quo is cocooned, yes.

In a larger sense, a grander scale, let me reiterate. Be not angry. Some changes that are being effected will on the surface be misunderstood, but are undertaken with the sincerest hopes of improving everything.

Now, depending how much time you have, there are two choices. Take care of business and be assured that by the next visit there will be improvements. OR: stick about while it happens

Either way is good.
-Ed.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

quiz stolen from Andrew

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? More times than I will admit here

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? Not usually, unless the sun is too bright and I am trying to increase my tactile sensitivity

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? Rarely do I prefer alone. Okay, it's a weakness, for the most part I Hate sleeping alone.

5. Do you believe in Ghosts? yes, but more as a metaphor.

6. Do you consider yourself creative? Hot shit, sometimes I am sooo creative. Sometimes I'm shit. on a stick.

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? ... Ohhhhhh Jayyyyyy.... -it's a good thing! I don't know anything about footbal players turned bad actor

8. Who do you want to become president in '08? A girl named Ash, who lives in BC. I trust her more than the others.

9. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics? By the time I was 18, I understood politics on a level that allowed me to chat up Poli Sci profs. I was Miles ahead of the gr. 12 teacher that FAILED MISERABLY in teaching politics. compared to 95% of the populace, I am vastly superior, politically.

10. Do you know how to play poker? I learn, then forget, then learn again.

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? My personal record is slightly over 72 hours, or 3 days. It was drug induced, but I was completely lucid for most of it.

12. Do you kill bugs that are in the house? Sadists kill bugs. No.

13. Have you ever cheated on a test? Yeah. It was easier than studying. (andrew's answer, it applies for me)

14. When driving late at night, do you go through red lights if no one is around? Never. I respsect the rules of the road.

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? Several in fact. It's odd how many people have known me for aions, but don't fully know me.

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees? Baseball Sucks! SOCCER!!!

17. Have you ever Ice Skated? yup, next.

18. How often do you remember your dreams? 30%. 95% if it wakes me up when I'm having it.

19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying? within the last two months

20. Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles? I can name a lot more than 5! call me and I will

22. Do you believe in love at first sight? perhaps in the Rarest of instances. Now, Lust at first sight, yes, absolutely

23. How many times have you been in love? Probably thrice. (andrew's answer fits) But: Is that the love of a man for a good cigar? or the love that exists between a man and woman who are, well, in love?

24. Do you always wear your seatbelt? If anything my friends are Over cautious about their driving. I always wear one, yes

25. What talent do you wish you had? Virtuoso musician. Talent for making money. Ability to pilot aircraft of varying natures. and on and on...

26. Do you like Sushi? yes.

27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident? I was hit by a car once, while skating to work. By all rights I should be dead from that incident. But Fate it seems had other plans for me

28. What do you wear to bed? Depends on circumstance, but one of these: Underwear, Nothing at all or occaisionally another person. There, now that you know, you realize that you didn't Really want to know, don't ya?

30. Do you like President Bush? I don't think a position encompassing such power should be filled by a person who seems to have "small dick syndrome." It disturbs me that he comes off as such a cowboy sometimes. Alternately, having a not-so-intelligent President means that power is sourced from elsewhere. If Bush Jr. is unlikeable, I must say that Bush Sr. is an outright scary man - for he has both an agenda And a razor sharp mind to achieve it.

31. Do you truly hate anyone? Yes. I don't like it but I cannot deny it, I feel Hate

32. Do you give money to homeless people? If it's within my means. Equally, I will often give a cigarette to those who ask

33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? Their are a number of famous people I would like to know in a sensual/sexual relation. At the moment I am seriously enamoured with Catherine Zeta-Jones. She is classy and intelligent, and I think she would be unspeakably passionate and sensual

34. Have you ever gotten a stranger's phone number or gave them yours? You'd Swear these questions aren't being asked by anyone who knows me in the least...

35. Do you appreciate poetry? Some, but not that french symbolist crap. I have even been accused of poetry before

36. Do you know how to play chess? Poorly. Fairly well, yet not nearly as well as I'd like. I've certainly forced some impressive draws from a situation of serious material disadvantage

37. What food do you find disgusting? hmmm. You'd have to ask on an item to item basis

38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours?" I still do

39. When's the last time you were onstage? 2 hours ago

40. How was your day today? Not what it should have been, but certainly better than the last week

41. Have you ever been punched in the face? well who hasn't?

42. When is the last time you threw up from drinking too much? Definitely somewhere in the many many months range

43. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater? Yes! But only once

44. What's your favorite kind of juice? pineapple, my friend and yours...

45. Do you have any addictions? uhmm, yes, but I think I won't talk about them here

46. Are you a romantic? I am incurably an inconsistent romantic. It truly is wonderful, it's just not always appropriate

47. Have you ever been stood up? Of course! It happens, y'know, the best thing is to get with the standee's roommate

48. Who's the last person you hugged? my girlfriend

49. What are you currently reading? Fear and trembling by Kierkegaard

50. Due to bullshit, I have changed the last question to name 5 places you wouldn't mind seeing someday: Antarctica, Japan, Brazil, Europe, a home of my own.

To do list

-Memorize the damned script for this play "The Good Person of Northern Ontario." It is in fact Brecht's "Good Lady of Szechuan." I am so very dubious about this play. Suck it up, pull it together. It can still happen.
-Essay on the movie Closer. But first I have to Watch the movie Closer. It's not too late. Suck it up, pull it together.
-Essay on the movie The Doctor. I have Already watched this film, so I am even keel on this one. If I can just pull it together, it's quite do-able.
-Reading for Bruce Ward's class (which incidentally has been pretty cool overall): a little Pascal. Kierkegaard. Doable.
-The above is a lead in to prepping for an essay and exam.
-Get in shape for the final in Aitken's class. Honestly, all I ask is a frikkin' pass in this class. It is largely fluff.
-Clean the house, put out the garbage (too late for this week), get recycling out for tomorrow, Pick up some groceries, shovel the step... etc., etc.,
-rewrite a myth and damn well hand it in right soon! (suck it up, pull it together)
-Work. Dooly's that is.


Musical Interlude:

Hmm hmm hmm, yeah...
Hmm hmm hmm, yeah...
Hmm hmm hmm, yeah...

It is you (oh yeah)
It is you, you (oh yeah)
It is you (oh yeah)

Cause a pressure drop, oh pressure
Oh yeah pressure drop a drop on you
I say a pressure drop, oh pressure
Oh yeah pressure drop a drop on you

I say when it drops, oh you gonna feel it
Know that you were doing wrong.

Hmm hmm hmm, yeah...
Hmm hmm hmm, yeah...
Hmm hmm hmm, yeah...

I say a pressure drop, oh pressure
Oh yeah, pressure drop a drop on you

thanks to the Maytals

Oh right. and then there's the Important concerns.

the Post-post

The story from after a pivotal point always looks different from the story before a pivotal point. And sometimes it's better and sometimes it's worse. Naturally, sometimes it leaves one wondering what the fuck just happened (pardon my Klatchian).

So clearly I have passed a pivotal point. I have just lost the option of being close to a most amazing woman. Or, leastwise as close as I'd like. This is a process that of course is unpleasant, but there's worse to it (which I will tell you about... mmmmmNever, so don't pry).

OMG! how does a person Get Through such a thing?! By remembering that if you really care for someone deeply, it doesn't leave you simply because you're not beside each other. You wouldn't care in the first place, without good reasons - or at least I need good reason to care. The reasons are always there, the feeling remains. I don't think such feelings need to be reciprocated to be valid.

It's odd how with so many things in your head, to the point where you can't even sleep, there's so little on paper. Even electronic paper.

Friday, February 17, 2006

well. As soon as I can find a host that will let me post a picture of more than 150k size, there will be Many Many pictures (pronounced 'pik-toorrz, with a trilled r).

And as for two weeks without a post, well I am assimilating. It IS coming. (check your email though, there should be an Easter-Egg). Look in on Satyr-dae.